Living Alone...

For days i was worried, cried and felt total sadness,

Felt like I am being abandoned for good...

Helpless with what is going on in my life..

My children are leaving me..!!!

Drastic words...yet reality is, they are only going for their further studies,

I am happy for them to see my kids achieving their dreams and ambitions..

Living life, adapting to new environment...

I know they can't be with me at all time...they deserve to live their life

As parent..I am letting them go, with a heavy heart...

Sigh.:((

Of course i feel sad,becus there is no one beside me,

Not a single person to talk to...

That was my feeling....BUT!!!

I have been a survivor and i fight back!!!

Fight back this feeling that will only make me down...

Why should i feel down??

For now...

I wish to start living again for ME!!!

Selfish??? I am not...for I have given my all to the family...

I know someone will gloat...huh!!!

U may gloat all u want...at my being left alone!!!

I only see it as an opportunity for me to grow!!!

It is time for ME - being lonely is only how u perceive it...

I have a lot ahead of me...and i intend to make my life worth living...

The only regret is the time I have wasted to a person who does not know how  to appreciate the 'FAMILY'!!!

LONELY - is when u let it to be even if u are in the midst of a big crowd!!!!

To living alone!!!

For I know wherever my children are, they are always near in my heart and vice versa..

MMuuuah...i luv u all!!!